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i like pizza.. i really really do.. : )

All my life, until i turned 12, i never fully understood the true meaning of love and sorrow.these emotions were things i had not felt nor experienced before. this all changed the day Adam got hurt. i had known Adam forever. we went to the same school, same church and lived only half a block away from each other. our families were pretty close and i often slept over at his house.. Adam was my best friend.

After a stressful day at school, i got off the school bus. my mom was waiting at the door with a worried face. i knew something was wrong. as i walked throught the door my mom brought me to the living room. with a cautious voice she said” adams been badly hurt and is in the hospital in critical condition.” as she spoke, my brain shut down and i began to cry.

adam was crossing a busy street when a reckless, intoxicated man struck him. he was brought to the nearest hospital and was put on life support. we hurrried to the hospital to meet with his parents. the doctors explained to us that he would not make it. I asked if i could see him and they agreed. i entered the hospital room; adam was on the bed. he looked lifeless. there were many tubes in his body and it was hard for me not to cry. as i sat next to him i told him he was my bestest friends i could ever have.

Adam died the next day..

i think of him often. when i make an important decision, i always wonder what he would do. he has taught me to live life to the fullest and to never regret the decisions i make. adam has changed my life and the way i live it. I dont wonder if he’s in heaven….

I Know He is.

-AJ.

supermac18:

i sit here everyday wishing to leave, wishing to go.

i sit here wondering what life would be like, and what it is now.

i finally got the chance to have fun.

i am not sure if i should take it.

i have been observing everything lately.

i have been thinking who is there, who is not, and who should be.

i finally got the chance, the chance to have fun.

i don’t know if i will take it.

i wonder what it will be like, what it will be.

i can’t in-vision leaving them.

i don’t know what it will be without them there anymore, but it’s that way already.

i think i might.

i will.

i am, tonight.

i see how life will be when i leave them.

i also see how there will be no effect to them, but when

i leave,

i know i did the right thing for myself.

I’ve Officially Turned into a Potato…

NYF.

To Do:

Wake up

breakfast

bus to school

School, School,School

bus home

Home

Unscheduled Band workshop

Dollar Store : )

Homowork [Science] [French] [Math]

DWTS

Law and Order: SVU

Tumble

Facebook

Tweet

Youtube

Sleep.

Darling. I don’t know how to tell you this, but there’s a Chinese family in our bathroom.

- (500) days of Summer